bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
27sept2009
752 days loving him :(
equals to; 2 years, 3 weeks, 1 day.
non stop !
just to let u know, that everything will never be the same again. though the feelings that runs thru me is still the old feeling 2years ago. whats hard for me now is to keep my feet strong to stand still and smile to the world. GOD knows how hard i tried to walk with my head held high when i am down to the ground. to hold the brimming tears from falling down thru my cheek. i swear to the good name of Allah, its hard to carve a fake smile when i talk to people, when i see happy couples wandering around. he is my world. maybe he used to give me his love, but then he'll stay to be my everything whatever it is. the memories will never fade. how we hug in the rain and wet to the skin, how we slept along the shoprows when we have only60cents in hands, how we walked together in the nite, when the motorcycle broke down, when he cried seeing me in pain and so do i, how we got thru the nite when we were in a road accident. there's too many memories. i cant even forget for it still lingers around me. i do hope that he'll be the one for me one day, i really do. i rarely find myself to fall in love deep as this :) i love you, and the only reason why i do is; you are the first one that came for long, and i love you for who you are.
and you; who's made my heart shattered. i still love you. :(
27sept2009
752 days loving him :(
equals to; 2 years, 3 weeks, 1 day.
non stop !
just to let u know, that everything will never be the same again. though the feelings that runs thru me is still the old feeling 2years ago. whats hard for me now is to keep my feet strong to stand still and smile to the world. GOD knows how hard i tried to walk with my head held high when i am down to the ground. to hold the brimming tears from falling down thru my cheek. i swear to the good name of Allah, its hard to carve a fake smile when i talk to people, when i see happy couples wandering around. he is my world. maybe he used to give me his love, but then he'll stay to be my everything whatever it is. the memories will never fade. how we hug in the rain and wet to the skin, how we slept along the shoprows when we have only60cents in hands, how we walked together in the nite, when the motorcycle broke down, when he cried seeing me in pain and so do i, how we got thru the nite when we were in a road accident. there's too many memories. i cant even forget for it still lingers around me. i do hope that he'll be the one for me one day, i really do. i rarely find myself to fall in love deep as this :) i love you, and the only reason why i do is; you are the first one that came for long, and i love you for who you are.
and you; who's made my heart shattered. i still love you. :(
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