little sarrah is BIG already :)

sarrah amani da banyak perangai dah skrg ! suka jelir lidahh , cengeng ! sukaaa meragam !tapi its okay i still love you though !

Sarrah Amani = Sempurna

lagu ni shows how perfect she is to me :) love you baby . so much .








Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa


Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa


Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

was 8sept 2007 a mistake ?

dah lama dah rupanya .
dah setahun setengah .
dah lama dah dia pergi .
dah lama ..
terlalu lama .

youu ,
i rinduu .
sangat sangat rindu .
tak pernah berhenti rindu youu .
you tak rindu i ?
i tauu , you tak rindu i .
sape lah i ..

youu ,
i sayang .
sangat sangat sayang .
tak pernah berhenti sayang youu .
you tak sayang i ?
i tauu , you tak sayang i .
sape lah i ..

youu ,
hari tu , i mimpi you .
dah 11 bulan i tak jumpa you .
maybe i terlampau ingatkan you .
sebab tu lahh .
you maybe rasa i kuat niii .
tapi , taklahh !
i lemah laa you .
you nak tau ? you lah kekuatan i .
your soothing face , calms me down .
tapi you dah tinggalkan i .
you dah pergi kan ..

somehow i feel so tense . i just can't lie to myself anymore . it has been 1 and a half years , but still , i can't manage my own feelings . i still miss him , i long for him . i need him . i know i do . i forbid people from talking abt him just to make sure i am okay . but still , i am not okay . is love a crime ? is my feeling killing me ? i just wish to bump into him anywhere to at least see him with my 2 bare eyes . youu , i miss you . if only missing someone causes death , i'd be long gone already . it has been 3 years and 2 months and it has never been about anyone else . it's all about you ! i love youu . please wipe my tears away . please , i beg .. i really beg .

Are you a coward?

Firstly, i wanted to burst as hard as i can be. Why? Because i found a situation yang a lil bit annoying yet very laughable. Haha.
Mr, do u think u can run far? U can run but u cant hide. This is not about threatening, this is about the truth, if ure right, why run? Face the fact doh. Ure a man, u wanted to be called a gentleman, u wanted to be called a playboy but when u ran, and all of ur fake courage ran wit u as well. U potray urself as a coward. A HARD TEN COWARD! (: keep running and keep telling them to HIDE u. Im not stupid as i was before. GOD IS FAIR, LAW IS THERE. (:

Its been so long

Quite a long time tak update blog ni. Hehh. Best bila pagi2 nih dgn tak tahu nak pakai baju apa, then mati akal. Rasa nak jerit kuat2. Hehh. Well, still a splendid day indeed. Wehuu. Kadang2 life is not like what we expected. Full of ups and downs, thick and thin and the way u push urself out of it depends on how u manage those craps. There's a lot of thing that cant be described as we grew older. There's a time when ure so out of line and barely handle any of the things that hurt u and that's when u feel like u're drifting apart from others. Its hard to explain, well ure good to explore urself than others kan?

Tanak leggings lagi!!

I wana go buy pants!! I dun wanna wear leggings evryday demit! Nak a pair of levis can i? Ayah pweeeeesh. Hee. Love you!

OH MY LORD !

Muhammad Affan Adwa

I just wanna tell you ;

: i heart you so much :

i am so lucky to have you with me. Thank you for holding my hands passing thru the pain. And now, they are all gone. Baby, u introduce me happiness. I'll wait for u now and always.

Thank you sayang.