makin sedih

nanti kita jumpa lagi. hm. "nanti i tengok u kat tempat kerja" aku tau semua tu takkan jadi. dia just nak sedapkan hati aku so that aku tak keep on sedih sebab asik teringatkan dia. i really am down sekarang. why do i have to cry everytime we meet ? why cant i be strong for at least one time ? sumpah sayang dia la babi !! "kerja rajin2 tau fara""bukak helmet tuh b" hahah salah panggil aku. b ? semua tuh dulu. dulu yang full of happiness and laughter. bila jumpa balik, dia kata " u still mcm dulu" then dia rub my head . how am i supposed to forget him ? gosh damn i am weak ! haha he even said that he nak ngorat i balik. hahah. he is still him. funny and still fara's heartbreaker. kita dah tade pape dah. i cant stop thinking abt him. :(

"pegang tgn i, fara.kalau pape jadi kat u susah. tau la kalau keta tu langgar u, keta tu terbang tapi jangan la tunjuk kuat" haha. qayyum2. u ni one of a kind. u made me laugh and u made me cry. lepastu marah pulak aku tanak pegang tgn dia. sebab aku tanak dia bagi aku hopinggggg ! babi ! paham tak inchek qayyum ????? adoii la. he is still touching me. still. i halang even i really2 wanted him to hug and kiss me again macam dulu. tapi sekarang dia org lain punya. i tak boleh ambik. macam dia cakap. we are just bestfrens sekarang ni. and when he wipe my tears off my cheek, dia kata" dont pretend to be happy" then pandang je into my eyes. bila jadi mcm tu, i cant control my tears.

skarang, its all over. i have to move on no matter what.


to you, qayyum; " awok benda paling best jadi dalam hidup saye " ure my eternally chocolate ball, b :) muahx !

bye bye